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Post by Thunderstar♥ on Jan 28, 2007 19:52:47 GMT -5
Embarrased, sick, sad, dying, crying, Hawkstorm threw her head against a treetrunk with a frustrated caterwaul that echoed through the entire forest. Her heart no longer exhisted. She wouldn't let it.
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Post by Kuromai on Jan 28, 2007 20:00:56 GMT -5
"Hawkstorm!" Shadowlurker called after the she-cat, his pawsteps in time with hers as he came upon the small area he presumed his love would make her deathbed. "Hawkstorm, please wait. Don't hurt yourself..." he pleaded with an unusually kind tone. His blue eyes shone in the new-come morning light, shining with love, concern. He wasn't going to let Hawkstorm die without him.
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Post by Thunderstar♥ on Jan 28, 2007 20:04:55 GMT -5
Hawkstorm flattened her ears and opened her mouth for a sharp retort, crouching. Then she froze. " Wait- what?" She mewed weakly, pricking her ears, standing up, closing her mouth. She searched Shadowlurker's eyes. This was a cat that wasn't afraid to show his... love? Caringness? to her. And she was ready to beat him off if he chose the wrong words.
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Post by Kuromai on Jan 28, 2007 20:45:41 GMT -5
"I said 'don't hurt yourself'," Shadowlurker mewed, placing himself on the snow-frozen ground. "No one would want that. Please Hawkstorm, is this because of Silentpaw or Wavepaw? Er... talk finds it way to me sometimes." He blushed under his pelt and cast his gaze at the ground before continuing, "Anyway, I'm sorry about what's happened, about everything. But that doesn't mean others don't care for you. Tsuki, Spottedpelt...me. None of us would want you to hurt yourself like that."
||*prepares Shadowlurker for magic dodging moves*||
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Post by Thunderstar♥ on Jan 28, 2007 20:48:40 GMT -5
Hawkstorm drew herself to her full height. " Listen- I can do as I wish and hurt myself as much as I want. You've probably fallen in love before- but I bet you haven't fallen in love five times and all five times been rejected." Hawkstorm flexed her claws.
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Post by Kuromai on Jan 28, 2007 21:00:33 GMT -5
||It's been five times? o.o I missed part of that. *ponder* Darkshadow, Wolfpaw, Wavepaw....uh....crap.||
"I know you can. You are a strng warrior and a good cat at heart. But the ones you have loved... they didn't know. No one knows because they think you chose to ignore them. I know you don't, but that's what they think, Hawkstorm. I'm very sorry for your loss. But that doesn't mean you have to do this," Shadowlurker mewed, locking eyes with the she-cat that now towered over him.
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Post by Thunderstar♥ on Jan 28, 2007 21:06:19 GMT -5
Hawkstorm bristled her fur. " Skullpaw knew. I TOLD him. The one time I used courage I'm rejected. I'll never love again, the Clan treats me as if I'm a recluse. Truth be told even Rockclaw distances himself from me. And I don't care anymore. Life is nothing more than a game that some sick thing created to watch us be tortured. I'm giving you once chance to leave and let me die. I'll climb a tree... throw myself down..."
|| Nightstorm, Skullpaw, Darshadow, Wolfstar, Wavepaw.||
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Post by Dappledcheetah on Jan 28, 2007 21:06:25 GMT -5
Spottedpelt paded away past them quitel, but first he turned to Hawkstrom "Hawkstrom your a beatuful, kind she cat there arnt much cats like you, dont do this to yourself" he meowed to her, his voice gentle.
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Post by Kuromai on Jan 28, 2007 21:09:45 GMT -5
"That much I am forced to refuse. So I shall take the chance," Shadowlurker mewed, touching noses with Hawkstorm before he spoke: "I love you Hawkstorm. It's your choise if you wish to do anything about it." He held a weak smile; finally the words had been off of his chest. And, if nothing else, he would begin to know the pain Hawkstorm lived with everyday of her life.
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Post by Dappledcheetah on Jan 28, 2007 21:13:16 GMT -5
Spottedpelt wacthed in misery as Shadowlurker said thosse three words that mean so much, his paws shook, but he remained himself still to see Hawkstroms recaction.
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Post by Thunderstar♥ on Jan 28, 2007 21:20:11 GMT -5
Hawkstorm had no idea what to do- for once someone loved her- but did she love them back?! Dipping her head only slightly, she shook it afterwards. " I'm leaving for the mountains. Why? So I can throw myself from the peak of the highest one. Why? Because I've gone through 6 years of my life in misery."
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Post by Dappledcheetah on Jan 28, 2007 21:22:58 GMT -5
Spottedpelt stepped forward "Hawkstrom I love you to, so dont go kill yourself" he meowed "Thier are few she cats like you Hawkstrom" he meowed gently
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Post by Kuromai on Jan 28, 2007 21:26:23 GMT -5
"Why? Because you don't want to try your luck with the next years that you may have deciding? I don't mind if you don't love me back. That's your choice. But no one wants you to die, Hawkstorm. You'd leave behind so many friends, so many joys... remember all of the times you've been in love? Death won't make you feel that again. Ever. Right now, you have the choice of trying to feel that joy again or running away from everything and ending it all. Please Hawkstorm...." Shadowlurker took a step after the she-cat, not taking his gaze from her, even in the presance of Spottedpelt.
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Post by Thunderstar♥ on Jan 28, 2007 21:28:47 GMT -5
Hawkstorm felt time slow down for a moment. " I won't kill my self. In fact, I'll leave the Clans for a bit. When I return- which will be in about a few hours, I promise you I'll come back." Hawkstorm was speaking nonsense, even she didn't know what she was saying.
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Post by Kuromai on Jan 28, 2007 21:57:13 GMT -5
Shadowlurker held a relieved smile and gave Hawkstorm a lick on her ear before he turned to Spottedpelt. "As you wish, Hawkstorm. Come home safe. Let's go, Spottedpelt." He waved his tail to summon the tom before turning back to the camp. His lean figure was held high for it being so early, snow pissibly the cause for the silver in his eyes and pelt to gleam brighter. Possiblely.
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Post by Dappledcheetah on Jan 29, 2007 14:51:45 GMT -5
Spottedpelt nodded, but first stepped forward to give Hawkstrom a lick, "Hawkstrom please keep save" he meowed meeting her gaze "I would never forgive myself if you got killed" he added, before looking into her eyes then walking away with Shadowlurker.
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Post by Thunderstar♥ on Jan 29, 2007 15:55:48 GMT -5
Hawkstorm watched them leave. She felt guilty she had lied to them. She didn't plan on coming back. Once they were out of sight she waited a few moments longer and then turned away towards the mountains.
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